I grew up in a complex house of the home environment.
Brother and is away 9 years old, his father difference.
Relationship I do not remember clearly, but I think it was from about preschool.
Friendly older brother was loved.
Parents, me, my brother had each of the room, me and brother of the room was a state that can only frequently back and forth are Hedatare with sliding doors.
Brother is a junior high school student at the time.
Began waking up in sexual desire, I think that it was curious.
Plus, I think I woke up in sexual desire distorted by the abuse of his father, which was followed from the second marriage was initially (brother elementary school lower grades).
Friendly brother, saying a "snow, Come over here", put me invitation in the futon, it was a cunnilingus.
I, your brother mercy that the act can not understand what it is.
Even though six-year-old before and after, felt about the foot is jerky.
(I feel I was a junior high school student was of the realized that I've been) sometimes, in your bathroom, your brother is brought to M-leg in the bathtub of the edge had turned licking out of the warm bath tub.
When I was in the second grade of elementary school, further deterioration in the home, the mother ... to home leave my brother and me.
My father had run a pub, the middle of the night became a high school student, was alone with your brother and two people.
Then, brother to the night no one is my father continued to act unilaterally lick.
When I was a third grade, my parents divorced.
Brother and I were taken care of her mother.
Because you could not make myself are paying child support from the father, your brother is a byte from morning to night quit high school, most of the I got was your salary had me put in a home.
Although the number has been reduced by in such a situation and brother that she was able to, and after the mother was asleep, everyone in the room that does not have, has been full lick.
It is there to remember clearly even now, when I Usussura chest began to bulge, it said, "Yo I'll take a picture" in the bath rising, was taken a few shots at the nude.
Really embarrassed, I had had embraced tightly the doll.
Since that time, things like guilt, I think that began to grow in me.
When I was a fourth grader.
Brother is, were you living with her was dating at the time out of the house.
However, he admitted to the hospital bailout One day traffic accident.
Or because the relationship with her was also jerky, ... to come to the house you live after discharge, of me and my mother.
Because it was narrow 2DK of the room, slept become a river of character in My mother and I and your brother three people.
When sleeping, Innovation Sue ..., brother of hand ... on my chest.
Puku' and the chest of the growth stage has been stroked gently.
From being touched the chest, I think that this was the first time.
Brother is crowded diving into the futon, stroking the breasts as enveloping a large hand, includes around the nipple in his mouth, it was licking or sucking.
Then, cunnilingus while diving to the futon.
Feet jerky always like.
Waist I have been floated.
It is sleeping mother next door.
Or not noticed, pounding anxiety, and even guilt ....
Brother after licked carefully slowly my dick, I arrived at sleep.
Although the elder brother was released from the hospital, because until the return to work was not recovered, when I come home from elementary school, was resting at home.
"Yuki-chan, is allowed to wash in the bathroom," I am as say your brother, you wash dick with soap.
Then, until time to go home mother, you wound licking while changing the posture.
Or across the face of your brother, in the posture of Piledriver.
It feels good ....
... the foot is jerky.
... that dick to Jin Jin.
That feeling is there was no sense of "microphone" although there every time.
Such day-to-day lasted about a month.
When I was getting better considerably also hurt your brother, your brother mother suddenly and "Go live in company dormitories."
Time, I did not have even wondered "Why suddenly ??" that, and think now, maybe my mother I think that he was aware of between one month to your brother and my relationship.
I think your brother and I thought so as not to have a relationship.
5th grade of One day in summer vacation.
Menarche is came to me.
"Because embarrassing, the brother you !! Do not say absolutely" to the mother, but I was reminded and, to your brother who came to play with "snow Yo ♪ of as an adult."
Brother is a joke it seemed came with pins and "your ~ !! along huh! Show me Miro' !!" word.
But, it is when I have become naughty relationship between the brother and the man and woman, to me not receive the joke began to notice, as "disgusting Da'tsu !!!!", I have rejected your brother It was.
Then, the older brother also come to play, or hiding in the next room, now as avoid.
It's the was no longer my relationship with your brother in the opportunity, but I know and brother who continues to the Tsukamatsuoku working hard for the mother I love, was full of indescribable feeling.
When it was only three years remain of such awkward atmosphere, ... to the New Year's visit to a Shinto shrine and a brother and girlfriend and I (junior high school two years).
Why not a she, brother of the appearance is ... coming holding hands with me.
Her home is complicated, the older brother because I knew the city was the father instead (?) Without saying anything, the time went past.
In my mind, it would seem the "hands and her Tsunaginayo (sweat) strange wind Yo'! ! And "mind was not in the gas.
When I think now, your brother might of liked me.
A dozen years later, but we live near, or not meet either meet once a year.
Even, memories will come into link, do not know but want to any face, conversation is a little state.
But I do not hate.
It is not even a grudge against.
Over.